Well, Life is about to change as we know it for the Farque family. We are making the move to Houston, tx this week. I have such mixed feelings about it. We agonized over the decision to move or not...it was sooo hard. I feel this is God's plan, but its hard. Change is always hard. I really was just feeling like I truly belonged here ...maybe in the last 6 months and now I'm like "I have to go through all this again?" When I say "all this" I am referring to the feeling of loneliness, feeling out of place, watching your children struggle, making new friends when you really just want to be with your old ones. See I felt all those things moving to Tyler and then to Little Rock. But even thought I have experienced some of the hardest times emotionally & mentally the past 3 years, I am so thankful to God for the priveledge of meeting such special friends that I have now in Little Rock....and for getting to live in such a beautiful place.
I am glad that when we live in Houston we will only be a couple of hours away from our home...Lake Charles, La. We will get to see family and friends more often I'm sure. I'm just feeling a little, ok very weary....I don't want to go through the process of finding the right church, and taking a year to establish a true friendship. I pray that God gives me the strength to do this and the faith that He has a plan for us.
Little things and big things I'll miss about LR....IBC, friends, the hills, Pinnacle Mountain every morning, Chenal Parkway, the woods behind our house, Yaya's, Bonefish, Bravo's (although all of these restaurants are most likely in Houston), a pretty Wal-mart :), I won't get to shop at the new Super Krogers :).....good bye Little Rock.
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